339. How can I harness the Infinite Power of Divine?

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Early in the morning when I wake up and look up at the raising sun and the beautifully painted canvas in the sky I feel inspired for the rest of the day. But there are some days when even though I look at the sky I do not resister the fantastic sight. This is because I have a preoccupied thought which has put me in the race with the time. These thoughts does not let me enjoy the scene.

With that preoccupied thought or without it, was the same Inner Self which was brightening my existence for the day. Then why was there difference in my behaviour. When the same energy was charging me for the rest of the day why did I have that mood to appreciate the art on the sky one day and worry of the thought the other??? If the energy is same what made my moods change??? This blog was the way I could put what I understand about the energy and myself.

A friend of mine asked me a question, “How do you think that we can harness the infinite power of the divine accessible through our spirit for work on our planet?” That energy I am talking is the infinite power of divine that my friend is asking in the question if I am not wrong. This Blog was the way I could put what i understand about energy and its influence on me.

There is a bid to excel in almost every assignment I take and in the process I lose my true identity. Why do I lose my identity? One reason is that what I wish to show to the world or let me put it this way what I try to be at most of the time, takes over what I really am. There is a constant fight between my role and my identity. My role differs but my identity is the same. Since I know that change is permanent I change my roles according to my adaptation, hence in due course I lose my true identity. 

With every role I wear a new mask and when I think of removing it I fail to do so because that mask could have become realty to me. This is when the trouble in my make believe world begins because it is now that I am trapped and put the blame on Maya. I do not understand if my current role has reversed my identity or still I am the same. I am made to assume different roles for numerous responsibilities and duties. In this venture I hide emotions and portray myself to be happy.

How do I not get identified with my role? How does my true identity get revealed to me? My true identity will be visible if I shun my doer-ship. I have this notion that without me things do not happen. Every emperors of every dynasty since yore thought that his kingdom is safe and sound because of him, but we have seen that some have flourished without them and some have been destroyed with them.

The energy in me should not be wasted by thinking about trivial matters of what might happen if not me. The infinite power of the divine accessible through our spirit works better if there is no doer-ship. When I understand who I am and if I work with that knowledge then what ever I do is fertile simply because it is not me doing but it is Absolute through me........What say??????